I'm on my back, moving gently, looking up into her face. There is so much to read in her expressions, I find watching her this way forever fascinating. Lust, pleasure, passion, desire, need, I see everything in her face, in her dark brown eyes.

My own body is filled with an explosive mixture of pleasure and pain. My pain enhances her enjoyment so she started our lovemaking with a short, but very intense session of ball-breaking. I know that the pain left over from her attention to my balls will take hours to fade away. Her clamps crush my nipples as she rides her way to pleasure but simple clamping is never enough for her, she uses her fingers and her fingernails to enhance their delivery of pain. All that pain fades against the pleasure I feel however. The intense pleasure of having my cock buried deeply inside her body, the joy I experience as she grinds her hips against my own.

I've been well trained to never cum inside of her, so she can ride me as long as she desires without any risk of harming my chastity training. As I look into her face I know that very soon she will experience her second orgasm of the evening. She'll be sated after she does, and sated she'll have no more need for my cock. She'll move her body from me; lift away so that my still raging cock will leave her body despite my need to cum. She of course doesn't think that I should cum; she doesn't consider my cock to be a cock at all in fact. She calls it her dildo, and she never wants me to forget that I am little more than her human dildo.

When she is satisfied she will relax a moment then bring out the ice. My cock, her dildo, will suffer the ice until it is numb and soft. When it is nothing but an unfeeling tube of flesh she will stuff it back into its stainless steel cage. She never allows it to be free, it remains always either in its chastity device or in her body. I like feeling that level of control, like being kept as her dildo, love knowing that our fucking can never result in an orgasm for me. Some may think me deprived, but they don't understand, I get to experience orgasm through her eyes, watch as it wracks her body. I could never ask for anything more.