Forced Feminization In Seattle
Disclaimer:
I have been contacted by a regular reader of this blog, someone I've shared a number of exchanges with through the years because he finds this story to be improper, I suppose, morally wrong.
For that reason, since publishing the story, I'm adding this disclaimer:
This story is fiction, with no basis of any kind in reality.
It portrays consenting adults engaged in an Age Play role-play. Specifically an 'Aunt' and a 'Teenage Boy.' The 'Aunt' 'Forces' the 'Boy' to embrace 'Femininity.'
If this subject matter could be offensive to you, please do not read the story.
If you do read the story, please remember that it is fiction. It portrays a role-play scenario, a fantasy, between consenting adults.
For those who would like to read the exchange between my concerned reader and myself, that exchange can be found in the comments following the story.
End disclaimer.
Begin Story:
Victoria was in bed, actually in the arms of her lover, thinking about her life as his cum slowly dried on her face. She wished that she could have cum tonight as well, needed to cum in fact, but he permitted her such joys only rarely. She knew that she would have to content herself with the soft and silky feeling of her pretty lingerie moving over her body.
"I could have been a man." She thought to herself, but the thought did not last long, her confidence in it quickly overwhelmed by memories. Memories of being bent over counters, having her skirts lifted, her panties lowered, memories of cocks entering her body, penetrations, use of her as a woman. Memories of herself going down on her knees, taking men into her mouth, down her throat, swallowing jets of hot cum.
No, she knew that having a cock of her own didn't make her a man, she was a woman, a bitch, a whore, a slut, a cunt. She could not deny how excited hearing such words directed at her made her, and could not deny that it never felt right to her when someone referred to her in masculine terms.
She was, she knew, content with her role in life, a woman, part time housewife, the sex toy of her man, occasionally his whore when she was lent out to his friends. She just wondered how it would have been different if she could have been a man, if her aunt had not created the woman within her so many years ago.
Every year of her childhood Victoria (then still Victor) would spend two weeks living with his aunt while his parents were off on vacation to exotic locales. She was also his regular babysitter, and in his teenage years she would often ask his parents if they would send him over to help her with some project. His aunt had strong interests in humiliation, gender, and domination. She changed him, created Victoria single-handedly. He never tried to avoid the visits to her, remembering most that they were horribly confusing to him. He would often burn with embarrassment as she worked on his transformation, was often spanked and paddled when he didn't meet her standards of femininity, but despite all of that he felt a need to be in her hands, an overpowering desire to be in her presence.
It was he knew all so simple for her. She would simply dress him as a frilly girl and demand that he behave as one too. When he did well she would reward him with a beaming smile or a treat, when he did not she was quick to lower his panties and give his bare butt a sound thrashing.
As he aged the clothing she chose for him slowly changed from frilly and innocent looking to erotic and sexual. Never plain though, her tastes always running to the undeniably feminine. By the time Victor was sixteen he was undeniably a fetish doll, towering heels, leather, and latex most pleasing to his aunt.
As he entered his teen years she taught him to masturbate, and would supervise his masturbation each and every evening he was with her. It was always focused upon her lingerie; he would sniff, caress, and rub her worn lingerie over his body, as he would work to quickly cum. Victoria knows now that this created a powerful fetish for female lingerie within her, but at the time when she was still Victor he just thought about how much fun it was to cum while under her eye.
As he entered puberty she taught him to shave, and Victoria has spent her lifetime with perfectly smooth and bare skin. Later she taught Victoria how to please a man, teaching her with great patience how to suck using a large dildo, generally following these training sessions by driving another dildo deep into Victor's ass.
Victor disappeared forever, was transformed totally into Victoria when she graduated from the university. She didn't fault her aunt for the destruction of Victor and the birth of Victoria, as Victor had asked to be regressed in years, and Victoria had a good life. She was content as a woman, content to fall asleep in the arms of a man, his cum slowly drying upon her face. She simply wondered what it must be like to be a man.
Comments
Dear Mistress Milliscent
Two words, Your good.
short tube
Posted by: short tube | August 8, 2009 9:22 AM
short tube,
Thank you for your kind words, but alas, don't think that they will get you out of what I have planned for you!
M
Posted by: Milliscent
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August 8, 2009 10:23 AM
I'm surprised to see someone I've respected as much as you celebrating the sexual manipulation of a minor. Even as fiction.
On a practical level if you are ever busted you had better hope the cops don't run across this. Looks so very bad in court.
Posted by: Anonymous | August 8, 2009 11:49 AM
Anonymous,
I am sorry that you see the story in that way, and sorry if I have lost your respect as a result.
I do not see the story in the same way as you, nor was it intended to be a portrayal of abuse.
Age play is a large and popular fantasy, as is gender play. Certainly countless people like to role-play a young age, to be 'manipulated' by an 'older woman' or an 'older man.' Just as countless people like to be 'forced' into crossdressing or other gender play by a 'cruel and evil woman' or a 'brutal and violent man.'
It is fantasy, and millions upon millions share it.
Child abuse is a horrible crime that ruins lives. I've written about the horrors of child molestation in the past.
That is not what this fiction was about. This was just that, fiction.
Again, I am sorry that you did not read it that way.
Lastly, I will point out that there are plenty of books that have been written, books available at the local bookstore, dealing with this exact form of fiction, the 'young boy' 'forced into femininity' by the 'cruel aunt' or 'wicked governess.' Likewise there are countless drawings and other artworks depicting the same fictional age play fantasy.
I believe that people can and do know the difference between age and gender role plays between consenting adults, and child abuse.
I am sorry if that difference does not stand out for you, but I have re-read the little story since I received your comment, and I believe it quite obviously to be a fictional account, intended for consenting adults.
I have however, in light of your concern, added a disclaimer to the story, making it even more clear that it is a story about consenting adults, and may be offensive to some.
All of that said, I want to point out a fundamental truth. That truth is that we are often accepting of fantasies held by others only if we too share those fantasies. Humans can, and often are quite critical of fantasies they don't share.
'My kink is OK, your kink is disgusting.' Seems to be an all too common view among folks.
This blog deals with:
Today, Age Play, bound to offend someone.
Dominance and submission, bound to offend someone.
Genuine punishment, bound to offend someone.
Pain, bound to offend someone.
Politics, certainly bound to offend someone.
Female Supremacy, bound to offend lots of folks.
Cuckolding, again, offensive to lots of people.
Joys of Tobacco, countless folks hate that.
Religion, is there anything more likely to offend?
If I wrote only things that would offend no one, bother no one, I would be left with absolutely nothing to write. As a writer, as I think a serious artistic and political writer, I can't censor myself in such a way. Luckily we live in what remains a free nation, a nation which protects the rights of writers to express themselves, even when their writings offend others.
M
Posted by: Milliscent | August 8, 2009 12:47 PM
Mistress M,
Just wanted to say I love this post. Of course it's fantasy. But I like the idea anyway.
Would so much love this myself... dream dream.
Posted by: acker | August 10, 2009 5:34 AM
acker,
Thank you for your kind compliment, I am pleased that you understood and enjoyed the post.
M
Posted by: Milliscent | August 14, 2009 4:56 PM
At first I had a hard time dertermining whether the young person was male or female in this story. Once I figured it out, it was all right.
The reader responding with respect to child abuse, which is ridiculous, give me a frigging break. I am male, and was fully functional in my early teen years. I would have loved to have an older woman to take me into her charms. I am not into sissification, but I might have been dissuaded then.
The thing is, adults are hung up on "child abuse" as a knee-jerk reaction. I will go with that as long as it with respect to a child's wellbeing is concerned. A child should never be mistreated in any way. But a teen boy is mostly functional. Being directed by an older female is a big thing for such boy. I would have given anything to be subjected to that when I was that age.
I am not suggesting to "abuse" teenagers or children in any way. All I am saying is the way I felt when I was that age: I could have and would have done anything to receive sexual favors from an adult female.
It is a shame that we, as so-called adults do not see that. We think that it is all right to dump an eighteen year old into adulthood without any education. But they are disfunctional with respect to sex and adulthood.
If they had been introduced into sexually responsive and responsible ways, their problems later in life would be fewer. I am not talking about the usage of condom and such as taught in elementary school of late. I am talking of love, responsibility, and caring.
All through history this has been a problem. The Puritan and Victorian attitudes have remained with us until the great enlightenment of the female liberation, at which time "fuck all" attitude became the norm. The pisser is, today's children growing up know no more about the rights and wrongs than we did a couple of decades ago. Why? It is because we displace real importance in favor of propriety as it is assumed at the time. We are just as messed up as our parents and grandparents were, yet we issue condoms in elementary school.
A child is not capable of understanding the implicatons of such. More simple concepts need to be learned first. The mechanics should come later.
Posted by: susans.pet | August 18, 2009 5:49 PM
Susan's pet,
Clearly in fantasy and in bdsm both age and gender are changeable. That's why it's fantasy. The big, hairy, strong guy in his 40's can become a woman in his fantasy, can become a woman in his bdsm play. He can also regress in years, he can be that young girl in a schoolgirl outfit in his fantasy, in his play.
It is too bad that the person who took offense to the story doesn't understand that. Just because we are born of a given gender, have passed a given age, does not mean that we can't have fantasies about ourselves as the other gender, fantasies of ourselves at a different age, perhaps even both.
I also share your concerns about the lack of meaningful education given to children about their sexuality. I am not a mother so can not say how a child should be educated, but I do know that what we are doing now is not working. There are too many sexually dysfunctional adults and too many intimately dysfunctional adults out there for us to believe that society is doing right by our kids in it's attempt to shield them from all sexuality except for the mechanics of it.
Certainly a child's or teen's sexuality is a tremendously important and confusing part of their lives. A just society would teach them about it, would help to lessen the confusion and guilt they feel.
I certainly don't have the answers, but I think you did a great job pointing out the problem.
M
Posted by: Milliscent | August 28, 2009 4:25 PM