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August 30, 2009

Labels, Your Domina Avoiding Them In Seattle

Someone emailed me a link to a site that discusses Pansexuality. It's an interesting site, but more importantly in my view, it is exploring an important concept, an important worldview.

It seems to me that our society places too much emphasis on both gender identity and sexual orientation. The site linked above makes the important point that such things are only labels, can, and perhaps should, be discarded.

I do consider myself to be pansexual, I've enjoyed fulfilling and erotic relationships with both men and women, I'm blessed to have intensely erotic experiences with people who embrace both genders on a regular basis.

It would be horribly limiting I think to declare myself only heterosexual, to refuse experiences with women, to shy away from experiences with people who explore gender in their lives. Heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual, these are I think labels which limit the human experience, so with that in mind I point you to the site that was sent to me in email:

The Theory of Pansexuality

August 28, 2009

Disappearing Dominatrix, Travels In Washington State

I've not posted in awhile because I took some time to travel around this most beautiful of states. Specifically, I drove the loop completely around the Olympic Peninsula. Olympia to Hood Canal, Hood Canal to Port Townsend, Port Townsend to Crescent Lake, Crescent Lake to Sol Duc, Sol Duc to La Push, La Push to Forks, Forks to Kalaloch, Kalaloch to Ocean Shores, and Ocean Shores back to Olympia. It was a long, but truly wonderful vacation, a superb adventure in the Airstream.

The drive up Hood Canal from Olympia was truly spectacular, the water perfectly blue under the so very green trees. We stayed on the Canal our first night, the place we stayed wasn't much, but it was good fun anyway.

From there we were off to Port Townsend, always a fun little city to visit, and what a perfect place we had to stay. We parked the Airstream right in the Marina, perhaps 25 feet from the waters edge and spent hours watching the waves and sailboats in the Straight of Juan De Fuca. Equally wonderful was the truly superb restaurant about 50 feet behind the Airstream.

We spent some time at Crescent Lake, I think one of the most beautiful lakes I have ever seen, enjoyed a drink from the deck of the Crescent Lake Lodge.

We spent two days in Sol Duc, at the hot springs. The water was nice and refreshing, but unfortunately we were unable to use them except for during the late evening because there are no set adult hours, nor a segregated adult pool, and the daytimes seemed to be completely taken over by screaming kids.

I did though spot two delightful kinky people in the pool. He had marks left from a cupping set all over his back; she had matching whip marks on both butt cheeks. Always good to see a fellow kinkster!

Of course though the boys had to do much complaining about the other women in the pools, alas they were expecting beauties in bikinis and such seemed to be a distinct minority.

Refreshed from the hot springs we were off to La Push, a truly beautiful spot on the Pacific Ocean. We stayed in our Airstream, parked right on the beach of a little cove with rocky cliffs towering up each side. A quick walk down the beach took us to the marina where we were able to buy salmon caught just moments before. While the weather was poor in La Push, the natural beauty was so great that it was a wonderful time anyway.

That took us to Forks for lunch; Twilight Mania seemed to be everywhere. Twilight themed shops abounding. Of course there was also a bit of that in La Push, given that it is just beyond the line at which all vampires must stop.

At Kalaloch we abandoned the Airstream and stayed in a cabin on the bluff above the beach. A beautiful view, and an amazing place to wake up, but alas, I don't think that we would stay at the Kalaloch Lodge again. Too costly, too run down, and too poor of service.

From Kalaloch we drove down to Ocean Shores where we stayed with an old, dear, and delightfully kinky friend. It was great to see him again. The next day brought my circle complete and our trip ended in Olympia Washington, from the same spot it began.

August 14, 2009

Who Can You Talk With? Questioning In Seattle

We, my readers and I, enjoy a very unique pleasure. I'm blessed in my pursuit of it because through the years I have made many wonderful friendships, friendships with fellow travelers whom I can discuss my desires of dominance with.

I wonder about others though. Is there a desire to talk about bdsm, femdom, polyamory, and all else we enjoy? If there is that desire, and if kinky friends are not an option, just how can those conversations take place? With whom can hopes and fears be discussed?

I'm thinking in a way of family I suppose, community as well. Not the family one is born into, but the family, the community one strives to surround himself or herself with. I wonder, do we all not need someone to share this side of ourselves with? Someone who can understand and accept without judgment?

Surely the advent of the internet made finding these others so much easier, made communication so much easier. I wonder just how much harder it was for us kinky folks in the days before this wonderful tool existed.

I have no answers to these questions this Friday afternoon, but I do sit here pondering them.

Addicted To Passion, Excitement In Seattle

Passion, lust, excitement. I wonder, are these not the reasons why we love female domination so very much? I gaze into the eyes of my submissive and it is all there, his feelings, his excitement, his passion, barely controlled desire for me. I can see him fighting to maintain control of himself, fighting to keep his desire within civilized bounds. Is there anything that could possibly be better to see in a man's eye?

The activities of femdom and fetish, truly I love them all, but it is the results I seek, the results of those activities that I see in his eyes. A look in the eyes that I'll never be able to forget.

August 9, 2009

Your Boot Goddess, Surfing In Seattle

This beautiful Sunday morning I've found two links for your reading pleasure. Well, visual pleasure anyway!

Daily Sissy Photo

"To inspire those who are feminine and crossdress."

Molly's Andrea Nichole

A blog detailing some very extreme and edgy age-play. If you didn't enjoy my little stories from yesterday, you will not enjoy this particular blog. For the rest of us though, I found it to be an interesting portrayal of a frequently very misunderstood desire.

Erotic Art Show, Everett Washington


Yesterday evening I attended a small, but certainly interesting erotic art show in Lowell, a very old suburb of the City of Everett. A rather odd place for an erotic art show, but I do hope it takes off and can grow in future years.

My favorite chastity device craftsman was even displaying his wares. Visit his website if you haven't done so in awhile, and while looking at his version of the Kali's Teeth Bracelet think about just how much fun the world could be if all the boys were outfitted with them!

Male Chastity Now

There was certainly more than one visual artist whose work I enjoyed, but one stood out to me for both its vibrancy and scale.

Greg Ballard

It looks like his website is just starting up now, but should expand with time.

August 8, 2009

I Am A Seattle Dominatrix, And I Write

I am a writer. I am a writer simply due to the fact that I write.

I am a published writer. I am a published writer simply due to the fact that what I write is published for the public here on the internet, and in more traditional forms.

I am a serious political writer, and a serious writer of artistic fiction. I am a serious and artistic writer simply due to the fact that I take my writing seriously, my art seriously, and present it as such.

I can not decide if I am a good writer. Only you, the people who read my writings can decide if I am a good writer. I hope so, but alas, that decision is up to each of you.

I can not write in such a way as to never offend anyone. Every topic is offensive to someone, every opinion offensive to someone. Some things might only offend one other person in this whole wide world, while other things might offend large numbers of people.

My writing is bound to offend someone, from time to time.

If my writing never offended, it would not be serious, it would not be artistic, indeed it could be neither of those things for it would be false and shallow.

If I worried about whom I might offend with any particular piece of writing, I would be left with no writing at all. I would not be a writer, for all serious and artistic writing will offend someone.

I am blessed to live in a nation that values freedom. That protects the right, granted to me by god, to express myself through the written word, no matter how many people it may offend.

I am sorry if my writing offends you, my reader, but I can not, and will not self-censor myself for you because if I were to do so, I would not be a serious writer.

As has been seen here, today and in the past, I will publish your offended comments, provided that they are sanely written. I do not shy away from those who criticize my writing. I do though notice that such criticism is often, as it was again today, posted anonymously. I might say in a coward's way. My writing may offend from time to time, but at least I have the courage to stand behind it, not hide behind the privacy features this software has to offer.

Words of police and the courts. Nonsense of course given that we do live in a free nation, a nation that protects the free expression of writers. Such words though do point to a certain personality. A personality that embraces totalitarianism. A personality that may be comfortable living within a police state where no one is allowed to offend another. An extremely dangerous personality as has been shown countless times through the march of history.

One of the prices of freedom is that one will be offended from time to time. The price of never being offended is living under tyranny. I prefer living in the United States to living under totalitarianism. I hope that my readers do as well.

This post will likely send a regular and valued reader away. I am sorry for that because I have enjoyed our exchanges in the past, and enjoyed his blogs. I can't not make the post though, I can't not write what I must write even if I know that it will offend my reader for if I did I would not be able to call myself a writer.

Bedtime Story For The Seattle Boy Who Would Be A Girl

Disclaimer:

I have been contacted by a regular reader of this blog, someone I've shared a number of exchanges with through the years because he finds stories such as this to be improper, I suppose, morally wrong.

For that reason, since publishing the story, I'm adding this disclaimer:

This story is fiction, with no basis of any kind in reality.

It portrays consenting adults engaged in an Age Play role-play. Specifically an 'Aunt' and a 'Teenage Boy.' The 'Aunt' 'Forces' the 'Boy' to embrace 'Femininity.'

If this subject matter could be offensive to you, please do not read the story.

If you do read the story, please remember that it is fiction. It portrays a role-play scenario, a fantasy, between consenting adults.

End disclaimer.

Begin Story:

Later that same night Victoria awoke with a strong memory of her aunt's voice in her ear. His aunt always had a bedtime story of her own creation for Victor, and she remembered many of them as if she had just heard them yesterday.

This night as Victoria lay half awake, half in a state of dreams, she recounted one of her favorites in her head.

"I want so much from you little girl, I don't only want to take your masculinity away, I want you to embrace femininity. It's not only that though, for what good is simple, perhaps prudish femininity? No. I want you to be so much more. I want to not only turn you into a woman, I want that woman you will become to be a whore."

"Picture you and me, not too far in the future. You shave your body completely as I supervise to make certain that you don't miss a single stray hair. When you are nice and silky smooth I fetch the enema bag, put you on your knees, and clean you out perfectly so that you will be nice and fresh for your late night visitor. When you are done showering, squeaky clean, you'll stand in front of the big mirror, doing your makeup, perfuming your body. At some point in these feminine rituals I'll come to you, gloved and carrying a bottle of lubricant. I'll bend you over the counter and grease your behind. Don't think that this will be erotic though, just a necessary step in your preparations. When my fingers are done penetrating you I'll leave you to finish."

"When you are ready you'll come into my bedroom to get dressed, I'll already have your clothes for the evening all set out. Six-inch black leather stiletto heels, black stockings with a matching garter belt. A very sexy, lacy g-string, bra, and of course your breast forms. Over it all a leather skirt so short that it barely covers your round bottom, and a sheer blouse allowing a full view of your beautiful bra. Your blonde wig will complete the ensemble."

"Dressed you'll follow me to the living room and kneel down just inside the door. I'll cuff your hands together behind your back, and add cuffs to your ankles for good measure. Then you will wait."

"A man you have never met, an older, cold and cruel man whom I have an arrangement with will come in without knocking. He won't say a word to you, simply walk to you, and to make certain that you are paying attention, will slap your face. Hard."

"He'll then open his pants and use your mouth. Not gently, not lovingly, I don't want you to misunderstand. He'll fuck your mouth, hard and brutally, driving himself deep into your throat, making you gag, bringing tears to your eyes. Still he will not speak."

"When he's had his fill of your mouth he'll go behind you, undue your bonds, and push you forward. Your skirt will be pulled up, your panties pulled down. He'll spank your cute little bottom, again without gentleness, for he is a brutal man and prefers violence to love. When he's satisfied with the blistering of your ass, with your cries, your fucking will begin. Hard, fast, and deep, fucking until he cums buried deeply within your body."

"When he is through with you he'll pull away. Standing he'll fix his clothing, and simply walk out of the house, walk out of your life, with never a word being said to you."

"Sweet dreams my precious little girl, dream of him tonight, perhaps someday I'll make that dream come true for you."

As the story ended Victoria slipped back into a contented sleep.

Forced Feminization In Seattle

Disclaimer:

I have been contacted by a regular reader of this blog, someone I've shared a number of exchanges with through the years because he finds this story to be improper, I suppose, morally wrong.

For that reason, since publishing the story, I'm adding this disclaimer:

This story is fiction, with no basis of any kind in reality.

It portrays consenting adults engaged in an Age Play role-play. Specifically an 'Aunt' and a 'Teenage Boy.' The 'Aunt' 'Forces' the 'Boy' to embrace 'Femininity.'

If this subject matter could be offensive to you, please do not read the story.

If you do read the story, please remember that it is fiction. It portrays a role-play scenario, a fantasy, between consenting adults.

For those who would like to read the exchange between my concerned reader and myself, that exchange can be found in the comments following the story.

End disclaimer.

Begin Story:

Victoria was in bed, actually in the arms of her lover, thinking about her life as his cum slowly dried on her face. She wished that she could have cum tonight as well, needed to cum in fact, but he permitted her such joys only rarely. She knew that she would have to content herself with the soft and silky feeling of her pretty lingerie moving over her body.

"I could have been a man." She thought to herself, but the thought did not last long, her confidence in it quickly overwhelmed by memories. Memories of being bent over counters, having her skirts lifted, her panties lowered, memories of cocks entering her body, penetrations, use of her as a woman. Memories of herself going down on her knees, taking men into her mouth, down her throat, swallowing jets of hot cum.

No, she knew that having a cock of her own didn't make her a man, she was a woman, a bitch, a whore, a slut, a cunt. She could not deny how excited hearing such words directed at her made her, and could not deny that it never felt right to her when someone referred to her in masculine terms.

She was, she knew, content with her role in life, a woman, part time housewife, the sex toy of her man, occasionally his whore when she was lent out to his friends. She just wondered how it would have been different if she could have been a man, if her aunt had not created the woman within her so many years ago.

Every year of her childhood Victoria (then still Victor) would spend two weeks living with his aunt while his parents were off on vacation to exotic locales. She was also his regular babysitter, and in his teenage years she would often ask his parents if they would send him over to help her with some project. His aunt had strong interests in humiliation, gender, and domination. She changed him, created Victoria single-handedly. He never tried to avoid the visits to her, remembering most that they were horribly confusing to him. He would often burn with embarrassment as she worked on his transformation, was often spanked and paddled when he didn't meet her standards of femininity, but despite all of that he felt a need to be in her hands, an overpowering desire to be in her presence.

It was he knew all so simple for her. She would simply dress him as a frilly girl and demand that he behave as one too. When he did well she would reward him with a beaming smile or a treat, when he did not she was quick to lower his panties and give his bare butt a sound thrashing.

As he aged the clothing she chose for him slowly changed from frilly and innocent looking to erotic and sexual. Never plain though, her tastes always running to the undeniably feminine. By the time Victor was sixteen he was undeniably a fetish doll, towering heels, leather, and latex most pleasing to his aunt.

As he entered his teen years she taught him to masturbate, and would supervise his masturbation each and every evening he was with her. It was always focused upon her lingerie; he would sniff, caress, and rub her worn lingerie over his body, as he would work to quickly cum. Victoria knows now that this created a powerful fetish for female lingerie within her, but at the time when she was still Victor he just thought about how much fun it was to cum while under her eye.

As he entered puberty she taught him to shave, and Victoria has spent her lifetime with perfectly smooth and bare skin. Later she taught Victoria how to please a man, teaching her with great patience how to suck using a large dildo, generally following these training sessions by driving another dildo deep into Victor's ass.

Victor disappeared forever, was transformed totally into Victoria when she graduated from the university. She didn't fault her aunt for the destruction of Victor and the birth of Victoria, as Victor had asked to be regressed in years, and Victoria had a good life. She was content as a woman, content to fall asleep in the arms of a man, his cum slowly drying upon her face. She simply wondered what it must be like to be a man.

August 7, 2009

Your Dominatrix, Surfing In Seattle

Earlier this week, I found the following site, tremendous fun, especially for all of you sissy maids out there!

Mr. Hugo Black

Enjoy!

Kinky Camping In The Cascades

Other than when Mother Nature gets her thong in a bunch and decides to throw a tantrum atop my house, I do live in a truly great place.

Indeed the only thing I dislike about it is the fact that a number of people who live in the area are true dirtbags.

One of the great things I love about living here though is the fact that even more of the people who live around here are as kinky as me!

One of those kinky neighbors, Tammy G, owns a bit of land here in the woods, and has been working all summer at creating her very own Kinky Campground. She's got her property perfectly private with a huge fence, and she has created some truly great pieces of outdoor bondage equipment. To go along with all of this, she has also built a number of primitive tent camping sites.

On the weekend of September 11 she is going to open the space up, inviting those who want to come, play, and stay for a night or two.

As I understand it this isn't going to be a traditional bdsm event, rather an opportunity for people to use the space to create their own little bdsm events. It should prove to be interesting indeed.

Those who might be interested should contact Tammy at:

tammygg@hotmail.com

Asking how one goes about getting an invitation. Tammy is extremely friendly and welcoming, so will be pleased to point folks in the right direction.

A word of warning though in that this is I believe an opportunity open to couples and others who are partnered, I don't think that Tammy is making it available to singles.

Golden Opportunity For A T-Slut In Seattle

Another personal ad has come in from a good friend, a perfect opportunity for one of the t-girls who enjoy this blog. -M

'Genuine Milliscent Approved' dominant man seeking a submissive CD/TS for fun, games, and oh, so much more.

In some ways I'm picky, my requirements are that I'm not interested in online play; I seek in-person play only and local to the Puget Sound area please. I'm not interested in someone married who must hide from her partner, rather someone who is free to spend time with me. I'm not interested in a quick hook up, rather someone who understands that fetish grows better with time and communication. Beyond these few requirements, I am quite open to whoever you are.

You will find me to be a caring, competent, imaginative, and safe dominant able to bring a submissive to her bliss time and time again. You'll find me respectful of you, no matter how wild things may get, I'll treat you like a lady, not a freak.

There is a great deal more to tell you, about myself, about my play, and about whom I seek. Let's do that in email though instead of me imposing further here on Milliscent and her readers.

If you might like to talk about what we can offer each other, take the risk! Email me and let's see what happens.

August 1, 2009

The Drunken Whore, Fiction In Seattle

The stupid bitch was falling down drunk again last night. Apparently completely unable to exercise any self control over herself, it is obvious that I'm going to have to step in, provide the discipline she so desperately needs.

An alcohol treatment program, D/s style.

I've got a three day intensive program in mind for her, three days of sobriety to get the junk out of her system, three days of humiliation and punishment to serve as a reminder of just how bad falling off the wagon could be for her.

She'll spend those days chained of course. A locking metal collar and heavy chain will ensure that she doesn't leave my side for the duration of her treatment, ensure that she will have no hope of escaping any torment I have in mind for her.

She does not enjoy the physical side of bdsm, does not enjoy pain, so pain and physicality shall be the focus of her treatment. She loves foreplay, prefers small and gentle penetration, so size and roughness are how she will be used. Anal play is something she despises, so it too shall become a focus.

The bitch will sleep beside me, chained of course, but not only chained. Her mouth will be gagged with a ring so that she may suffer the humiliation of waking up to a pillow soaked in her own saliva. Tight fitting latex will cover her cunt, ass, and tits ensuring that these most intimate of spaces are kept wet with her sweat.

She'll not be bathing herself, and certainly will loose all control over her body's needs for elimination. Pissing will be done with my permission only, out in the yard, on her leash, squatting in the dirt, splashing mud upon her own legs. She'll shower on her hands and knees; I'll soap and scrub her much as if she were a dog. A large enema with each shower will take care of any need she may have to defecate, and frankly provide me with some good entertainment as I watch her humiliation.

Her nipples will be clamped, hard and viciously. I'll need to be holding her down each time the clamps come off, each time the pain explodes in her tits.

Sexually, I'll use her mouth. I'll not be looking for her to actively participate, rather to simply be my wet hole to fuck. A dental gag will ensure that her mouth is held open to me; it will be good for her to choke on my body as opposed to feeling ill from too much booze. I must not though deprive her of all liquids, and my piss shall become a regular experience for her. Over her body, splashed into her forced open mouth. She'll stink of it, much as now she reeks of alcohol.

Her cunt will become a focus of her torment. Forced open repeatedly, wider and wider, deeper and deeper as our special three days go by. Dildos of ever increasing sizes will be used for this, hard penetration filling her body mercilessly. She will find her pert little asshole to be suffering the same fate. Cunt fighting around a massive dildo, ass stretched open around a plug she will find herself on her knees with her jaw locked open, my own body being driven deep into her throat.

Spankings will also be a quite regular feature of her days, I'll keep her ass red and burning as she repeatedly goes over my knee. She'll follow each spanking with some time standing in the corner, her nose pressed into the wall. This will give her some time to contemplate her lack of self-control.

With luck the alcohol treatment program will work, will teach her some self-discipline. If not, I guess that next time it will be for a week.

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